07/20/2026
some mid-season reflection: i am not the person that likes to have all my biz out there but we kinda do live in this kinda world, and for someone in my situation, it's more important to share not just for myself but for many others also on similar paths. this season has really sucked, i haven't performed how i wanted to, things haven't gone the way i wanted them to go, and life really hasn't taken its foot off my proverbial neck. alas i am either too stupid or too prideful to quit, and i'm willing to go through whatever because i think i am good at what i do, and i can help others to be better than i will ever be. even when i can't put my hans straps on correctly i'm glad to have great people around me that keep me sorta sane, and great therapy.
yes, i am looking for sponsorship to hopefully drive more, yes i am working on it, and yes i still have many jobs
all you can do is continue to give your best effort to the world and receive what it gives you in return.
happy summer